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I'm a big guy Cursed with a dicky dick who loves showing it off and being told what people really think about it.

This blog is about me, my fantasies and my experiences in life so far.

I am in a cuckolding relationship and having just turned 35 realised there was a number of sexual boxes I still wanted to tick and a number of things that had happened to me that I wanted to share. Now telling friends and family about your tiny todger and the things you have done or want to do with it is never going to be easy so I thought what better than to start an anonymous blog.

Tuesday, 3 February 2015

Second time


My second sexual encounter came 6 years after the first and again left me in no doubt that I was lacking in the trouser department.

In the 6 years between my first and second sexual experience I had had a few girlfriends but never got beyond the kissing stage as I was always very conscious about my little secret.

I was 18 and had started hanging around with a new group of friends I meet through collage. After a few weeks I met Sam at a party. Me and Sam ended up  spending a lot of time together and going on a number of dates. This relationship took the same route as all the others lots of kissing and not much more, I always made sure when we were together we were never alone so things never progressed beyond the kissing stage.

After a couple of months Sam managed to get us alone time at a friend’s house after a party. We were alone and I was out of excuses, we started kissing and before long her hands were all over me. I followed suit and it wasn’t long until we were both standing there in our underwear. Buy now I was full of panic and dreading her putting a hand in my boxers. My mind working overdrive I did the only thing I could think of, I pushed her down on the bed took her knickers of and buried my head between her legs and stated eating pussy for all I was worth. It wasn’t long before she was thrashing around the bed and gripping my head with both hands and grinding hard against it. I started to feel her shake and shiver as she moaned out and squeezed my head even tighter as she came. I slowed down and let her get her breath back before going for it again. I think she came 3 or 4 more times before she finally begged me to stop.  

After I had finished we kissed deeply and lay there cuddling. I waited for her to fall asleep and then sneaked to the toilet for a wank.

The following weekend after a house party we again found our self’s alone and when things started heating up I pushed her back and went straight for eating pussy. Again she came 3 or 4 times before begging me to stop and again I waited for her to fall asleep before sneaking out to the toilet and having a wank.

My parents were away the following weekend and somehow I let this info slip. Saturday morning I was woken up around 9am with Sam knocking on the door. I let her in and as soon as the door shut she was all over me. She took complete control and lead me upstairs to my bedroom. Once in the bed room she told me to “get on the bed”, I tried to turn things around and get her on the bed but she stopped me and told me quite sternly to “get on the bed now”. I obediently did what she said and got on the bed. She then stood at the end of my bed looked my straight in the eyes and slowly got undressed. I again tried to take control but she sternly told me to “Lay down”.  Once she was naked she started undressing me she first took of my t-shirt then my trousers and left me laying there with just my boxers on. She then laid on me and started kissing. after a few minutes of kissing she slowly started moving her way down my body  kissing as she went. She ended up kneeling between my legs and kissing my tummy whilst rubbing the inside of my thighs.  

All of a sudden she grabbed my boxers and pulled them down to leave my fully erect cock fully exposed. I could clearly see the look of disappointment on her face when she first saw it and registered its size but to her credit she didn’t stop and carried on. She took me all in her mouth and started moving her lips up and down my shaft. She sucked and wanked my cock for a  quite a while before getting up of the bed. She walked over to her bag and came back with a condom. She unwrapped the condom, put it on me and told me she wanted me to fuck her.  She laid on the bed and as I got on top of her she grabbed my cock and guided me in to her pussy.

I started thrusting away and was really started to enjoy myself until I looked down and noticed that I was no longer wearing a condom, I gave it a couple more thrusts naively hoping that somehow it would magically reappear. When it didn’t reappear I stopped, pulled out and told her what had happened. She seemed a bit confused at first and all I could keep saying was I was wearing a condom when I put it in but when it came out the condom was gone. When she finally realised what had happened she shot up of the bed and went the ballistic.

I just sat there on the bed feeling really turned on with her shouting at me about my pathetic little dick as she tried to find the condom and remove it. She finally pulled the condom out threw it at me, got dressed and left. Her final words before she left was that I should warn girls before getting into a relationship that I had a small dick and sex was nearly impossible.

Once she had gone I rushed to the loo and had a wank still with her cutting remarks ringing in my ears.

When I went out that night to meet my friends every one of them had found out what had happened with Sam and for the next few weeks I was constantly ridiculed about my dinky dick but for some weird reason this micky taking always turned me on.

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